i did not see

one look,
one dance,
a few songs.
i had been watching,
i have been waiting,
for you to see me
i jumped with joy when you looked.
i was ski high as we swayed to the beat.
but now i am on dirt.
not standing,
but crawling,
with no light or guide
you left with out goodbye
here is where i begin to cry.
my tears go unheard
my words fall silent
as i stumble through my life
like the walk home that night.
you had spoken.
i did not see
there were you and me.
you were all i could see
no forward or behind
just pain and misery